Sunday, October 18, 2015

18 October: Worth

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Day 18 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free unedited (for now) writes.

Sunday 18 October: Worth

This is so worth the calories! The decadent flavor and amazing texture make it taste so unforgettably good, I don't care if it's a week's worth of calories. In fact, I don't care even if it's a month's worth of calories. It still is totally worth it!

This one's so worth the cost! I know I could buy the ingredients and assemble it myself, but with this restaurant's unique flavors and fabulous presentation everything here tastes better. Spending time enjoying it with friends makes it even more worth it.

taco ice cream dish

Taco Plate from Wikipedia

Ice Cream Whipped Cream Dish by Max Straeten from Morguefile

It's worth spending almost twice as much for this polo shirt because clothes from this store always fit so well, wash so well and wear so long. It's worth it because this is the only place I could find this exact color. Besides, it's also worth buying clothes made in this country from cotton grown and processed in this country so the $$$ circulate in this country instead of going offshore to an unspecified location.

Back at Huge Urban University, Uncle Max told us, "some courses are not worth the effort and time it would take to get an A."

It's worth taking the time to do this project well—worth it because of the client and worth it because of myself.

From my bible study notes for last Sunday—11 October, Pentecost 20B:

"Remember the Weimar Republic and its 50,000,000,000,000 mark notes? Hyperinflation or what?" Money in the Weimar Republic was not worth the paper it was printed on.

It was worth taking time to find these fabulous food pictures; it was worth taking time to Photoshop them.

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Saturday, October 17, 2015

17 October: Offer

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Day 17 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free unedited (for now) writes.

Saturday 17 October: Offer

What shall I render to the Lord for all his benefits to me? I will offer the sacrifice of thanksgiving and will call on the name of the Lord.

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We can offer God only what God has first offered and given us. I love when we sing this portion of Psalm 116 as they receive the Sunday offering. The sacrifice of thanksgiving, the holy meal – "eu - charis" we often translate "thanksgiving" in Greek literally means a good or well-done gift, grace or favor. Jesus told us and showed us his broken body would become bread of life for the world. I'll pick up on yesterday's green prompt and mention again we need to be stewards of all the gifts of creation God has offered and given us in order to offer anything back to God. We offer back to God and gift to the world bread for the journey made from God's gifts from the heart of the earth—God's offers to us we've stewarded well enough to offer others: the gifts of God for the people of God. We know the One God has a Single People, and that's all the people everywhere.

The Holy Communion we celebrate together becomes a model for how we gather and offer God's gifts to us for all the world every day. We offer back to God the labors of our hands, our minds, our creativity. We offer to God the fruits of working together in community.



Psalm 116:12-14, 17-19

What shall I render to the Lord
for all his benefits to me?
I will offer the sacrifice of thanksgiving
and will call on the name of the Lord.
I will take the cup of salvation
and will call on the name of the Lord.
I will pay my vows to the Lord now
in the presence of all his people,
in the courts of the Lord's house,
in the midst of you, O Jerusalem.

This is the appointed psalm for Maundy Thursday.

This translation from the eucharistic liturgy in the Lutheran Book of Worship is KJV/NKJV; different translations include:

• What shall I return to the Lord for all his bounty to me? NRSV

• What can I give back to God for the blessings he's poured out on me? MSG


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Friday, October 16, 2015

busy busy busy... Friday 5

busy, busy, busy.... Friday 5 on RevGalBlogPals

Julie hosts and wonders:

1. What sums up Autumn – or Fall – or Spring if you’re in the southern hemisphere – in a word or a picture?

A Large Ice Blended® Pumpkin Spice "festive blend of creamy pumpkin, cinnamon, nutmeg and clove" at Coffee Bean & Tea Leaf sums up the season. I get mine with coffee extract and whole milk; topped with whipped cream. I love their other flavahs, too, but after discovering this gently spicy autumn-specific variety last fall in Previous City, I hardly could wait to enjoy it again. This pic is the nearest CB&TL café rather than the drink I described, but it gives you basic inspiration and current location.


2. What are you doing outside this month, that you’re not likely to do again until next year?

In this mild to temperate coastal southwestern USA climate I'm comfortable outside twelve months of the year, but I don't expect to take more than a few more walks on the beach during the rest of the months with "R" in their names. In this case, "until next year" means the month of May.

3. what preparations are you making to get ahead of the busyness?

Ahead of winter holiday seasonal busyness?

Gradually finding ways to be locally involved that also offer potential to meet new people. Printing and assembling my notebook portfolio, because despite the internet, you still need something that's actually printed to show potential print clients your print media capabilities.

For the past few years, winter holidays scarcely have existed for me, but in this new city I may challenge myself to branch out and at least check out a few of the 7,000 local and regional meetups. It looks as if the church I've mainly been attending (please note #4 on this Friday 5) may have its own annual Thanksgiving Dinner. Along with a lot of my other belongings, my recipes are in storage, but I've already found my best Pumpkin Dessert recipe online and will recreate that to take wherever I go for dinner. Christmas and New Year's Day 2016 will follow, and I haven't considered then. Yet.

4. what is changing, moving, evolving in your church life?

I'm delighted to be facilitating Sunday morning adult bible study through All Saints Day.

5. and, for fun... what do you do to stop the busy?

Paradoxically it helps me to keep a running list of everything I've done for design clients, for myself (blogging, my own designing and image editing, design site updates, journaling, housing searches), for others (bible study preparation, replies to some types of email inquiries—pro bono design counts as client work). Just as spending a couple of dollars or even a few pennies eventually adds up to a substantial amount, so do those incremental productive activities. Having done that, I can allow myself time to take a nap, a slow stroll, a drink or snack at one of the many many local restaurants and cafés without necessarily reading a book to review or sketching out future design comps at the same time.

Just be. Simply enjoy.

16 October: Green

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Today's Five Minute Friday also is Day 16 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes. Seriously starting the second half today! This is a Free Write for five minutes. Don't edit.

Friday 16 October: Green

green beauty original house colorGreen! Another word I could write about almost endlessly! So many connotations!

Ecological theology – the theology of the redemption and integrity of all creation, not solely human creatures – especially interests me. Every year I design and blog for Earth Day. I love when people describe their political affiliation as not red, not blue, not purple, but green! I've blogged countless times about creation, sacraments, stewardship of the earth, heavens, waterways, sky...

...and though golden yellows probably are my most favorite hues, the right green is right up there, too. Sometimes more on the olive green side, often a more yellowy lime green. I also love neon greens when done right. I can tell ya, the upsurge of neon apparel in the past couple years demonstrates "done right" is the way to go, since Major Big Box and others have tried to respond to consumer demand, but most of their neon clothes don't make the cut.

Despite being urban most of their lives, my late grandparents also had this thing about the land. They roamed the USA and part of Canada seeking and searching for a way to live visibly green by farming their own land. Despite that not working long-run, my grandmother lived amazingly green, could grow anything, knew so much about almost every fruit, vegetable, tree, herb, and flower that exists.

Green photo is the summer yard at the last place I lived in City of History.

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Thursday, October 15, 2015

blog action day 2015: #RaiseYourVoice

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BAD tags for this year are:

#BAD2015 | #RaiseYourVoice | #Oct16 | #BAD15 | #Blogaction15 | #FreeToWrite | #JustABlogger

The BAD organizers explain:
Why we picked ‪#‎RaiseYourVoice‬ as the theme for Blog Action Day 2015:

We have the power to create the world we want to see when we raise our voice to promote positive change and expose unjust actions. This Blog Action Day we will celebrate those heroes who raise their voice when faced with censorship, threats and even violence. We will overcome silence with our words and actions.
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#RaiseYourVoice is good theology, first-rate activism, and an excellent fit for this blog. As scripture demonstrates, in God's reign of heaven on earth, the priest – the ritual mediator between heaven and earth – is not the one who holds true power and authority. The prophet speaks truth to unjust power, raises their voice, brings a word from heaven to earth, counters and protests the death-dealing voices of empire. The prophet carries true power and authority. Raising a voice that challenges? Yes, of course. That exposes? Indeed agreed.

The prophet becomes the voice of God; the prophet also becomes a voice for, the voice of, the broken, needy and vulnerable. The prophet brings God's call to us to partner with heaven in re-creating justice and righteousness in a broken world.

Who are these speakers of the word? Among many others, scripture brings us a couple of women who sing of a world very different from the same old, same old—a world and a way of life so different it inverts and subverts the old.

Scott Ward Magnificat

Mary's Magnificat
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Luke 1:46-55

And Mary said, "My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior ... He has shown strength with his arm; he has scattered the proud in the thoughts of their hearts. He has brought down the powerful from their thrones, and lifted up the lowly; he has filled the hungry with good things, and sent the rich away empty."

Marian icon by Scott Ward

Mary must have heard and probably even memorized Hannah's Song:
1 Samuel 2

Hannah prayed and said, "My heart exults in the Lord; my strength is exalted in my God. My mouth derides my enemies, because I rejoice in my victory. ...The bows of the mighty are broken, but the feeble gird on strength. Those who were full have hired themselves out for bread, but those who were hungry are fat with spoil. The barren has borne seven, but she who has many children is forlorn. The Lord kills and brings to life; he brings down to Sheol and raises up...

Sometimes God in the Spirit raises up prophets from amidst a particular gathered people—Moses. They've been known to arrive on the scene from very elsewhere: farmers like Amos! The last century heard prophetic voices like Dietrich Bonhoeffer and Martin Luther King, Jr. Because the world heard them and heeded them, their words helped create a different world. Only a couple years ago, Pakistani teen Malala got shot for advocating literacy for girls. Her voice resounded all around the world, and resulted in a lot of action, lots of change. You get the idea from my super-short list.

"Power to create the world we want to see" by raising our voices? Would any of us speak words of justice and life? Raise your voice? My voice? Someone might hear, might even listen? We know Moses and Amos made a difference; so did Hannah and Jesus and Malala.

Jesus of Nazareth became a living word from heaven, moved into the neighborhood (as Eugene Peterson's Message version of the bible puts it), spoke justice, acted justly, embodied God's authority. Jesus was and Jesus is the word that Martin Buber tells us is "incomprehensible, irregular, surprising, overwhelming, sovereign." Buber adds, "Therefore it is the virtue of this word, and of this alone, to lead, that is to say, to show the way."

How about us? Last Sunday's readings from the Revised Common Lectionary again reminded us about The Way of Jesus, the Way of the Cross. Luke's New Testament book of Acts call Jesus' people followers of The Way—a way of living and being so different it inverts and subverts the old.

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Huey Lewis & the News
Everything's gonna clear up
And the sun will shine
Everybody's gonna cheer up
'Cause it's redemption time

Don't you worry 'bout a thing
'Cause you know that
Things are gonna change
When the time has come

Walls are gonna crumble
And fall into the sea
Oh, all men will be humble
That's a guarantee

When the time has come

Scripture distinguishes between chronos that's the measurable, countable time on our clocks, devices, and schedules, and then kairos, the right and ripe fullness of time that's wholeness, redemption, and shalom. Huey Lewis & The News mean kairos, and they promise it seriously. This "redemption time" is what the prophets yearn for, sing about. This redemption time is what God through the prophets calls and charges us to help enact. This redemption time is the very un-ordinary dawn of the new day of kairos time.

So we had Amos a sheepherder, MLK a pastor with a PhD, Malala, a female teenager in a culture that devalues girls. Where else can we go to hear pleas for justice and equality? Simon & Garfunkel tell us about somewhere a lot of us urbanites have been: "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls and tenement halls, and whispered in the sounds of silence."

Overcoming silence with our words and actions? This kairos time is God's thing? Something God enacts? Remember God's dialogue with Moses: "Moses, your people!" "No, God, these are your people!" "Your people, Moses..." so it's always both/and.

Bob Dylan
Come writers and critics who prophesize with your pen
And keep your eyes wide; the chance won't come again
And don't speak too soon, for the wheel's still in spin
And there's no tellin' who that it's namin',
for the loser now will be later to win
For the times they are a-changin'

The line it is drawn; the curse it is cast
The slow one now will later be fast
As the present now will later be past
The order is rapidly fadin'
And the first one now will later be last
For the times they are a-changin'.

Moses! Hannah! Jesus! MLK! Us!

Along with celebrating those other heroes who raise their voice, let's all raise our voices to overcome silence with our words and our actions, too.

Raise Your Voice

Since 2007, Blog Action Day has inspired bloggers from different countries, interests and languages to blog about a single important global topic on the same day. Past topics have included Water, Climate Change, Poverty, Food, Power of We and Human Rights.

15 October: Laugh

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We're just short of half of this 31-day month of October, or maybe this is the halfway point?! Day 15 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes.

Wednesday 15 October: Laugh

God's laughter behind the empty grave.

You hear how healthy and therapeutic laughing is for you. Back in Former City, next door neighbor LT had a (supposedly) beginning yoga video, so we decided to try it out, but not because we expected to laugh. Because yoga is a healthy total discipline. As it turned out, it wasn't basic beginning at all – at least not by our standards – and we ended up rolling around the floor in unstoppable crazy laughing. Same effect, since those experts also tell us it doesn't matter if you laugh in response to something or if you simply silly crazily uncontrollably just laugh.

Two minutes is up and I can't think of anything else, so that's my Thursday morning write.

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Wednesday, October 14, 2015

14 October: Fly

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Day 14 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes.

Wednesday 14 October: Fly

I'm writing about fly the verb and some of its tenses.

First off, Time Flies... The Best of Huey Lewis & The News Includes two of my all time faves, "If This Is It" and "The Power of Love." In The Finer Things, Steve Winwood sings, "time is a river, rolling into nowhere."

As I considered fly, I added up how many times I flew in and out of the commercial airport in A Former City in not all that many years: 7 round trips total 14, and a fly in from a lightning quick stay in an east coast beach city. 15 all told.

Photographer John Trotter wrote that in many ways time had stood still for him—rather than flying. In fact, time "hardly seemed to exist at all," yet when he slowly became aware and looked around, his friends and the rest of the world had gone a long way down the river without him. Like Trotter, I had a costly brain injury. Partly because it wasn't an open head injury, no one caught it early despite my many symptoms—and a trip to the ER. Have I experienced time flying? Both yes and no. I wish it would slow down because of chronology and the $$$, yet I can pick up on my patience post from yesterday and admit I've achieved and accomplished more than I'd ever imagined during those years the river of time has rolled along.

I don't know and won't count how many times I've blogged about my first solo flight as a passenger into Detroit metro, DTW. The City of Detroit long has held a place in my heart. Half of my family of origin has major Detroit connections, and I intentionally prepared for a life of very inner city urban ministry.

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Thanks to Kate for again gracing us with two beautiful button images for this Fly prompt! I love pictures of birds, but I have ornithophobia. Sybil at Oasis Bird Sanctuary in Benson, Arizona, told me the percentage of people who fear birds to some degree, and almost none of them have been dive bombed by falcons. Sometimes it's almost innate.

Additions to my post:

I added up my flights in and out of SLC because the first time I flew into there I'd never even driven through, never been on the edges of the Beehive State.

Everyone loses time, many people feel they've lost lots of time, yet we know God wastes none of it, weaves everything into a redemptive outcome. We also know the long long time between God's call to many people from scripture and the time they actual began the nitty gritty of that call in ways humans would recognize.

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Tuesday, October 13, 2015

13 October: Patience

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Day 13 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes.

Tuesday 13 October: Patience

Colonial Puritan New Englanders often named their kids after desirable characteristics. How many girls were "Patience"? I have no idea, but like people in Hebrew Bible days, parents would expect patience, honor, charity, chastity to grow into the personification of their name.

My own life brings a different take on patience. I've long had lots of future- and career-oriented dreams; I've been ambitious and driven, yet at the same time I've realized these things take time; they take almost infinite patience. What things? Being able to play the Beethoven Piano Sonatas. Being able to interpret scripture. Speaking some Spanish. Yet in my back story there's more. I truly did not realize my Dad was gone, didn't ever imagine my parents could be divorced, and I waited for him to return "home" for ten years, which is a very VERY long time between the ages of 4 and 14. That experience has made me extremely patient with other people and with most life situations, too. Patience to the appearance of inertia.

A few weeks ago one of the pastors at one of the churches I've been attending here in The City commented that when a person has one trait, they usually have its opposite. My intellectual abilities and academic background sometimes make me (more than a bit) arrogant. Hey, those people don't know scripture, they don't know the confessions... Implication? I do have a clue about the content – and responsible interpretation – of scripture; I've even taught Book of Confessions. My physical and psychological energy also make me driven, ambitious, impatient and very very restless. So the other side? Patience!

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After writing to the patience prompt, I logged in and discovered Kate had two buttons, and she'd written how patience for herself probably is her most frequent prayer request. My prayers need to be the opposite:

• Let me realize this person is not coming back into my life—they even wrote to me they did not welcome my attempts at communication. They were not having a bad day. I no longer belong in their circle. Three years? People sometimes reconcile after much longer than that, but the signs say we no longer are friends. Or acquaintances. Or anything but ex-friends, ex-acquaintances, formers.

• Please help me admit this won't bear fruit; that job I wanted and interviewed for so well has no interest in me—after four years they'd have contacted me?

• I've spoken to the church musician at least a dozen times, they know my background, and every time they've needed a supply musician they've asked someone else. Waiting until they're comfortable with me? In this case two years is time and then some.

In a new to me setting of any type, of course I need to learn who people are, consider where they might be coming from, and make allowance for my newbie status. However, five or six years later no longer qualifies as "new" anywhere.

I'm including Kate's second image button, "Teach Me To Wait Well." I don't need practice learning to wait, but I very much need experience and lessons and teaching in learning to wait well. I even could give myself a new, temporary middle name: how about "Impatience?"

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Monday, October 12, 2015

Joseph: Melissa Spoelstra

Joseph: The Journey to Forgiveness by Melissa Spoelstra on Amazon

First off, I love the format of these Abingdon bible study books! The big, flexible, well-bound paperback easily stays open on a table or on your lap; it has wide margins for your own notes; the typeface easily is big enough for most people to read. For this particular book, I love the sandy brown desert and light blue sky on the cover. However, the pumpkin-colored text used inside in addition to basic black is visually attractive but needs to be darker which still would maintain the contrast. Throughout the book, outside margins both left and right bring us fun facts, pull quotes, scripture passages to read. Author Melissa Spoelstra belongs to Abingdon's array of women writing (mostly) for women, but there's nothing especially female-focused about any of the book, so I hope guys also will benefit from it.


Joseph book coverSpoelstra uses the Narrative of Joseph's life from the book of Genesis as material for reflection and life application. Like other bible studies in this series, with six chapters of five lessons each, Joseph: The Journey to Forgiveness is designed for a six-week long group study where you read, study, and write on your own five days out of seven and meet weekly with a group for discussion and DVD, but an individual could make it a individual project.

I read straight through, not taking time to read the Genesis Joseph or other suggested scriptures in any depth, but may use the book later on for a longer period of personal study, or suggest it to a future group. It would be outstanding for sharing stories, puzzling through what happened when or then, getting affirmation from someone else that indeed that was a huge injury, or maybe it wasn't at all. In any case, a confidential, supportive group of friends could help you figure out when to forgive, to pursue reconciliation with that other person, or maybe simply "Let it go," in the style of the celebrated song from Frozen. [page 124]

Page 26: "There is no pain like church pain." Agreed. Many remember "...a moment when your world seemed to change in an instant." [page28] Sometimes our own choices or another person's had something to do with it, but sometimes not. How can we move on beyond that before / after divide in healthy, productive, life-affirming ways? Melissa shares many of her own stories and exposes wounds that have grieved her heart. She also includes forgiveness-related stories about people she knows—with names changes to protect their privacy, of course.

Excusing vs. (literally, as in a contest or tournament) forgiving [pages 45-46] is a major one for me. I try to convince myself since I have some idea why that person behaved so atrociously, it must be ok, even if their actions clearly offended and hurt me or someone else. Technically, psychologically, theologically I know that's a mistake, but as Melissa points out, excusing and explaining away into oblivion is the easy way out of doing the tough work of forgiving. On the other hand, human creatures usually need some sense of why that other person did what they did in order to start the forgiveness process.

More: there's forgiveness, reconciliation, and repentance. Forgiveness take one person; reconciliation takes two. And honestly, you will not totally forget many events and people that offended you, at least not in terms of totally wiping them out of your memory and consciousness.

From Philip Yancey: "Grace alone melts ungrace."

Amen!

my Amazon review: Considering the Life of Joseph

12 October: Storm

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Day 12 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes.

Monday 12 October: Storm

As usual, I thought about what I might write about storm in 5 minutes; then when I logged in and discovered Kate's button for Storm with Casting Crowns' elegantly expressive, "Praise Him in this Storm," I remembered the first time ever I heard that song, sung by a talent show participant at the church I attended when I returned to the left coast. Does that mean I'm writing about the storms of life, or the many storms God has brought me through? Not this time.

I'm thinking of hurricane season in the northeast, where we've had power outages at least a couple days long. I re-collected memories of mega-hurricane Katrina that devastated the Gulf Coast ten years ago in 2005, esp as Katrina impacted the City of New Orleans. I've experienced brief, violent squalls along west coast and east coast beaches; those storms have uprooted and scattered trees, debris, shrubs. weeds, and other unanchored objects. At the conclusion of any of nature's storms we get overarching calm, clear skies, bright sunshine, and a sense of well-being. Nope, not going to suggest any parallel in our own emotional, psychological or spiritual storms.

It rarely rains in southern California, and when it rains it often pours. A few weeks ago the overnight rain sounded like a rock tumbler! To answer a recent question, we do have storm drains. And we close the beaches after it rains.

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Sunday, October 11, 2015

The Idea of North

Exhibit of paintings by Lawren Harris at the Armand Hammer Museum

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11 October: Rest

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Day 11 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes. More than ⅓ of the way through the month!

Sunday 11 October: Rest

The button pic Kate provided for today illustrates very well the types of activity we need to put aside for a time or two or three of rest. I could say something about the sabbath that scripture mandates as a day of ceasing from producing, consuming, counting – and even creating – but that's more of a technical theological consideration—though not one exclusive to Jews and Christians. "Rest" reminds me of the necessity of rests when you play music or listen to music. Those silent spaces between the notes add immeasurably (notice my word) to the beauty of the music. Sometimes in music we'll insert agogic accents into a phrase we're playing. That's a very brief silence or rest that creates an accented emphasis on the note that follows.

I especially appreciate that Kate's picture includes a phone and a camera, essentials for social networking and for creativity. My phone camera is only a modest 3MP that's fine for screen display, but since I want to be able to use my own photography in my design my 16MP camera goes with me everywhere. We need to rest from gear and gadgets, sites and devices that help us connect to others, that add relational meaning to our lives.

End of 5 minutes, but this could be a post to develop later on.

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Saturday, October 10, 2015

10 October: Ready

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Moving up to day 10 of Kate Motaung's October 2015 edition of 31 days of free writes. Write for five minutes.

Saturday 10 October: Ready

Ready or not, here I come! We humans often set goals for ourselves, sometimes for plans we've come up with pretty much on our own, sometimes another person has suggested them, sometimes the idea reaches us as divine inspiration. So of course we make a list of what we need to do to prepare for when the time arrives. School, healthy eats, sleep, study, possibly moving to a different geographical area if those opps are rare where we currently live—it all makes so much sense. Then without real warning God plunks another opportunity right in front of us. An unmistakable one that at times related to the preparation we've been doing, at other times is very very far afield. How some ever, however thoroughly and completely we think we've been preparing, from a human standpoint it never feels like quite enough. So far as those calls and opps God sends our way that are sort of, not really, only partly related to our own dreams, often we think that's what we've been preparing for after all, so we're ready now? But almost every time humans decide they're not ready at all. Following the call feels like falling off the edge of a cliff, so it typically turns into a situation where all we can do is trust God's provision, the sufficiency of God's supply. The God who brought us to that point, gave us the call, and let us to respond.

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Friday, October 09, 2015

Greg Fromholz: broken

Broken: Restoring Trust Between the Sacred and the Secular by Greg Fromholz on Amazon.

fromholz broken book coverIn Broken, Greg Fromholz has more to say about the individual micro-level of being church than about the mid- to macro levels that would more closely consider local congregation / parish, then ecclesiastical judicatories, and ultimately the church catholic all over the world. That's relatable, since every one of us spends most of our days at the micro-level.

Greg Fromholz decided to stop "...taking God places and decide to participate in what God was already doing there when I arrived..." [page 11], because everything is and every person is coram Deo—before the face of God. [page 113]

"This book is a journey of trust." [page 54] "trust / relationship" [page 74]

Doing my part to restore "trust between the sacred & the secular" and to participate in what God already was doing there when I got there, I read the last half of Broken in the nearby 24-hour Subway® sandwich shop. Unlike Greg, I didn't grow up in a legalistic home and church setting, but like Greg and like everyone else, I need reminders of the sometimes curious, frequently surprising ways God stays with all creation all along The Way. I need reminders that God's self-reveals at least as much in the broken, the stranger, the other-than-us as in the well put-together (who's that? where are they?), the familiar, the almost exactly like us. Midwestern USA-born and raised Fromholz provides some autobiographical background along with reflections on his current living and ministry setting in Ireland; he also reads his own experiences into some scriptural narratives in a manner that models what we could do as individuals, in a bible study or other group setting.

Intriguing chapter titles each begin with "Trust and..." and continue to details that include Presence, Posture, Peace, Home. Trust. Now that's scary, and it's essential. Trust is what every one of the sixteen chapters in this book Broken is about. "Share your stories, your scars, and begin to trust again." [page 164]

God is active everywhere, already there before we arrived on the scene, yet as the sacraments remind us, rather than *always every single time* being instantly visible and easy to recognize, God often is paradoxically hidden in the strange one, the shattered situation, the scarily unfamiliar. We are the church. To others and to ourselves we can be strange, broken, and so unfamiliar we no longer recognize ourselves. We are the church and we are the only bible many people ever will read. No matter what else is going on, "I must ... continue this story on Me Street." [page 191]

Greg's writing is naturally easygoing and brings the reader along with the author wherever he goes. Remember "participant-observer?" Similar to a half dozen books I've read over the past year or so, Broken: restoring trust between the sacred & the secular could form a template for my own journaling, observations, obsessions, and reflections. This will be a good one to donate to the church library, and probably pick up to reread again later.

my Amazon review: Broken yet Trusting